Dream Wedding?

I just woke up feeling extremely uncomfortable and worried. Why? because I thought what I was dreaming was reality, and it was scary and didn't make sense.
It was my wedding, but everything was wrong, my best friends didn't congratulate me, they were mad at me. My family was not even happy for me. The dress was too big for me, I hated the place (it looked like a library on a boat that was not on water). My new mother-in-law was being mean and I didn't even know her. Everything was new to me even the groom, I didn't know him and we were handcuffed to each other, and he was FINE with it!!
I was trapped with this guy that I didn't know and my family and friends were mad at me because they knew I was not happy, all I could think about was C. How could i do this to him? I didn't want this unless the person besides me was C. I needed to get rid of this stranger and try to explain it to him.
Then I woke up.

Thank God it was just a dream. But now I am thinking, Is that how it feels like? to get what you want, but not in the right way.
One of my dreams now is to get married in a couple of years and be happy, and have kids. But not with someone I don't know. In the dream I was so worried that C was not there, as if i had erased the previous years before the wedding.. I couldn't remember what happened, how did I get there?
Maybe my unconscious mind is trying to remind me that even if I have to give up marriage and kids, it's all going to be worth it, because C will be there. right?
I've been thinking a lot about this the last 3 days. Is it worth it to give up these dreams, to be with C, and i guess I have my answer.

Isn't it weird that when you are going through something on the radio the song fits you, or a book you r reading in school, or church! the sermon ALWAYS has answers for whatever it is that you are struggling with.
When I woke up the first thing that i saw was this very interesting quote that fits for today: "Learn from yesterday, Live for today, and hope for Tomorrow." <3